Confused

People think I do too many things at a time. And I screw up. I fight it all but there s this little extremely small almost negligible part of me that believes it. Confusion is probably what I thrive on.
There was a time in my life way back in high school where I wanted to do engineering. All people who know me well would be laughin so hard now. Hey its ok to aim high but the problem was that my bow was pointed at the wrong direction. The opposite happened. My math teachers were the happiest when my name was bold and visible under commerce. I was the worst math student in the country, maybe in most countries.
Completed a 3 yr bachelor in Business Administration degree thinking Human Resources would be the best field for me. You see .. I possess the ultimate gift of the gab. Completed two internships in HR as well ( Siemens International & Sasken communications). Probably the lightining struck my head toward the end when (God forbid) I took the deadly decision of stepping into Finance.
Joined MBA and the magic happened. Realised Finance is not me & discovered Marketing & Advertising as career options that soon became favourites. Getting through JWT for the summers is probably the best thing ever. Here is one area where I can use my gift of the gab & so-called creativity in the right direction. My guy, who's also in this field & can beat me hands down at it (don't get too happy, I ll beat you someday) has been trying to get me to learn photoshop forever.
So when I do, I ll beat the crap outta everybody around me !!!